Lost

Since Saturday, I have become... a little lost.

After my sister's birthday dinner, we all stood up to leave. It was as if time stood still. I could see all the people around me but could not hear anything... and then I jumped when my sister gently put her hand on my arm and spoke in my ear, "It's time to go". I mumbled, "Right," and the world again moved and had sound and I told my legs to walk.

On Monday, I completely missed the turn to pick up Z. Just kept driving straight for nearly 10 minutes. I panicked when I realized that my mind was drifting, and I was behind the wheel.

I feel not ready to return to the Real World but know I eventually must.