But God

Tears have been my food day and night, and my heart feels faint.

The deluge of emotions have returned as if Elias came yesterday, threatening to asphyxiate and inter me.

But God.

But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— and raised us up with Him and seated us with Him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages He might show the immeasurable riches of His grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. - Ephesians 2:4-7, emphasis mine

My flesh and my heart may fail,
    but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. - Psalm 73:26, emphasis mine